I am the worst news you could ever receive. I am struggling to escape from the clouds that imprison me.

I try

Whenever I am in crowd, I tend to space out. I always think that I need silence for some time. But when I am back to be alone, I feel lonely and empty. The silence is too loud for me that it keeps ringing at my ears. I try to blend in with people around me again but I feel that I am being repelled away. Nothing to fill in the void, you know? Now that I am often left alone, the silence and loneliness are trying to eat me up. I try to run away but I cannot escape that far, and now I feel like I am fading away, consumed by the bastards. I am just fading away , going to the end...