I am the worst news you could ever receive. I am struggling to escape from the clouds that imprison me.

Since the beginning

Since the beginning, this friendship is ruined. Perfectly ruined by *drum rolls* me!

I did not have the love for us.
I did not have the sincerity for us.
I did not have the patience for us.
I did not have the effort for us.

You know, I try hard to think of your bad points, but I barely reach five. It is just that I was not interested to be in this friendship since the beginning. That's all. I am just all bitter that the bitterness accumulates till it drowns me. I am just not a good person to be your friend, and I am not even sorry for it.