I am the worst news you could ever receive. I am struggling to escape from the clouds that imprison me.

If somehow

If somehow I succumb to this anxiety,
it means I have pushed myself beyond my imagination already to keep everything to myself.

If somehow I am no longer myself,
it means I have never been myself before and I have turned into another person that I am (again) not.

If and only if I am no longer here,
please remember that another person has yet to leave being mentally oppressed by the "perfect" world.